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Depressed, Fustrated, or Close to my period...

Posted by SkatingIsGenetic - May 20th, 2008


As of late, I've been depressed (or so I think).

Listening to other songs, and comparing them to mine, I feel like I'm not improving and people are leaving me in the dust.

And I told myself that the object of making music wasn't to please others but to please myself...

I know that if my music makes me feel good then it will most defintely make someone else feel good.

Yet I just can't shake my competitive nature, no matter HOW HARD I want to.

I know I don't suck at making music...I'm surely not the best, oh no, faaaaaaaaaaaar from it...

But why is it that I feel that when it comes to interacting with the one thing close to my heart...

It's useless?

And no matter how hard I'll try to work to become better...

I won't?

I think it's highschool...This stupid school is driving me nuts.

DAMN KIDS!!!

Depressed, Fustrated, or Close to my period...


Comments

That kind of thing happens to me every few months, though not necessarily about music. Just try to be yourself and you'll snap out of it.

To be depressed from time to time is to be human. Your music has come far it just takes another to see it trust me. No one's leaving ya in the dust. You just need to keep on it ^_~. I'm behind ya! Also, don't worry about being competitive. its easy to be that way here on newgrounds. Just keep on it!

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