To be depressed from time to time is to be human. Your music has come far it just takes another to see it trust me. No one's leaving ya in the dust. You just need to keep on it ^_~. I'm behind ya! Also, don't worry about being competitive. its easy to be that way here on newgrounds. Just keep on it!
Wyldfyre1
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That kind of thing happens to me every few months, though not necessarily about music. Just try to be yourself and you'll snap out of it.